爱太痛

吃不能吃睡不能睡

没有了你全都不对

我都学不会把爱敷衍

用笑容来把眼泪催眠

哭不能哭笑不能笑

没有了你全都不对

朋友都说这不过失恋

但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了

我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了

能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了

我不能够不能够不爱了

love

wahhh so long haven been updating my blog again..
too lazy and tired..
shall update about jun race soon after i get all the pictures..
school holidays is ending soon..like so soon
didnt really enjoy it
got to wake up early again..lazy~
oh ya..worse is i dont know monday what time got to be in school
damnnn..
this week is a very tired and sway week..
bike always broke down..
repair then break down again..
damn shag..
got to call my friends to come down and help me
really thanks them...without them i really stuck
they help me push my bike on the road to the bike shop and fixed it..
really wanna thanks one friend of mine who wait for me for few hours under then sun..
thank you..don't blame me ah...
now my bike iu unit spoil damn~
think should go school at a later time liao..
hmm..
human always realize and regret what they did after they have lost what they really love..
people say life is to live forward and can only think backward is really true..
love can be real hurting and can be really lovely..
but still feeling is a hard thing to understand..
sometime you really think that your feeling is dead but actually its just hidden somewhere..
seriously a nine month r/s is really hard to forget
you cant just put it down and walk away with out thinking about it
somehow or rather moments tgt will just flash in your mind
next lots of question will came into your mind
thinking how is she and blah blah blah...
next you will think why are you feeling this way and why you will feel this way
and slowly as times goes by..you will start to miss her
and you will think whats your feeling and confirm it
for me
i have already confirm my feeling
decided what to change and what to do..
i decide to change and not to be so self centered..
quarrel i will give in.
understand the problem
not going to show my temper to you for nothing
care for you
love you more
be more lovely
bring you happiness instead of sadness..
let me bring in the happiness to bury all the past sadness i brought to you
lets walk down the path way together
can we?
lets start the next chapter of life together
i promise i will take care of you
will you be back with me?
i will keep my promise..
i really will

after all no matter what
i wanna say is

i love you so much

dragon boat life

w00..shall blog about my dragon boat team..
hmm..my team is just a normal team that will always have fun tgt..
we train tgt almost everyday
spent most of the time tgt more then spending the time at home..
training is tough but still we will never say NO to fun..

yeah..the last land training for the week before the race
cam whore~
look at how i grab his head..
im not ready position myself
and he just stand up i almost fall down..

i think after training so long with andy since 2007
this is my first time taking picture with him~

running.

sea training..
i love sea training alot..
tired but still fun..
this is rafie..

woo

this black guy is the most funny person in our team..
very random always



haa taking snap shot of teacher

one big family

race day on Sunday 21/6
woke up very early but still late
had breakfast and head down to marina
do some warm up..
and the weather is so damn hot..
damn 34 degree..
just half way recover from fever and after 2day
under then sun my fever goes up to 39.2 alr..
damn

in the boat..im the first rower

during the race..our strokes like so messy hur..

after the race..
will upload the video for the race onces i get it..
did not row well for the race..came in 3rd..
injured my hand too..some cuts..
thanks to the stupid drum in front of me..


got to go..blog some other time yah..got to rest..

update

wahhh haven been blogging for such a long time.
first week of my holidays have been burn..
real busy with training
training almost every single day..tired~
still i dont really think im ready for race
but still i will still do my best on race day
i dont wish to disappoint them and i dont wanna regret after race
wahh damn tired
go sleep first
will update more often..
=) nigh people
yawn zzZZzz

day 3 going home~

well its the last day of our trip..busy packing out bags..
still got time to flex

cam whore alil

not ready yet

all guys..

acting cool in the bus

look its so steep


the car drift loo

kl~


sleep in the bus almost the whole trip..
was dead tired..

dancing nobody in the bus..
go you tube find
nobody by wonder girls
if u dunno what they doing


a short video we took



thats all..
bye~
love you baby

day 2 theme park

looking down from our hotel

still so cloudy

theme park!!



our hotel..so colorful hur


in a very fast cable car

going down from genting





nemo~

after taking this monkey my cam no batt..
so no more pic..

night

had our dinner at some noodles shop

blur





this is what they have..such big bowl


this mine..so called their spacial!
damn..its just maggi mee la!!

cock float
taste like eeeewww


the bill

nerd

star bucks


to keep me warm

ok thats all for day one..read more..
blog some other days im tired now..
night!!
love my baby too...